Stupid Boy

I didn't mind the cheating
him loving another body
kissing other lips

I don't even mind the images I keep on getting of him with other women...

But all these Lies and the Lying Liar who tells them
that I mind

I am in the fire in the middle of a storm
and I am reaching out to you old friend
outside the circle

Tears are burning my cheeks but I do not mind
My once big beautiful blue-green eyes are looking at me
almost like through a peephole; what with all this crying
beggingly

"Are you scared?"
"Please tell me what to do"
"Are you afraid?"
"Please tell me how to do this"

I love you - I believe you
I do not mind the pain
but all these lies...